pain

am in pain.

I'm so tired of being in pain. am so tired of waking up to pain, living in pain, breathing pain.
I just want to be well again. to be normal.
is that too much to ask?

this Friday has blessed me with the headache from hell, sore throat, fever and lower backpain. I can't sleep. ended up back on the couch watching a moving documentary on cf and it inspired me to start a blog. not that I feel particulary interesting these days but...

we'll see where this takes me.
I hope it'll give me perspective, take me mind off a.s.o.

well then, I'm off to bed with j to try again, sleep tight!