3 slipped discs

I've got 3 slipped discs and I'm slowly fading away.
I used to be hungry for life but nowadays the only thing that gets me out of bed is me loving J and antidepressants. I hate that.
I want me old life back, I want to be the old me, that happy person I know is in there, tucked away.
I just don't have the tools to get her out.

I'm sitting (I know I shouldn't but I can't resist temptation at times) on the couch, working on me blogs, working on pics, checking me facebook whilst J's playing on his puter.
I suddenly realize what time it is, half ten, and that me back-pain has started me endometriosis up. me tummy's all swollen and achy...

Me cold's worse today aswell...geez, I know I sound like a total winch right now but I'm allowed. This is my blog, my outlet! So there!
I probably should head off to bed soonish :o(